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Sociable by nature with an eye for the eclectic. I enjoy being around others and am especially attracted to the creative world. Others are drawn to me and admire me. I thrive out in the world and appreciate being surrounded by other people. The only exception to this is when I'm working in the creative realm, finding myself completely engrossed in a project for hours at a time. I am competitive, driven by a desire to outdo others. I am a Leader, I function best when leading others.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Wednesday, December 6, 2006
opoem, nblah
i don't care tonight
i just want to kill myself
forget my problems
forget her
i just want to kill myself
i don't want to wake up today
cos everyday is the same
sick of this town
sick of this place
im so pissed
i don't care
don't want to think about anything
but i cant stop thinking about it
i just want to end it all
fuck it
i just want to kill myself
i cant take it anymore
i just cant take it anymore
all the fucking lies, forget the rest of my life
i don't care
i don't care tonight
im so fucked up
one needle after another
popping one pill after another
i don't care no more
the feeling of numbness if coming over me
i don't care
im a lost cause
what is the point of living
what is the point of living when u have lied to me
my world is falling apart
everything is so hard
i cant deal with it
it just wont go away
i lost my way
fuck it
heroin is the only answer
i just want to kill myself
forget my problems
forget her
i just want to kill myself
i don't want to wake up today
cos everyday is the same
sick of this town
sick of this place
im so pissed
i don't care
don't want to think about anything
but i cant stop thinking about it
i just want to end it all
fuck it
i just want to kill myself
i cant take it anymore
i just cant take it anymore
all the fucking lies, forget the rest of my life
i don't care
i don't care tonight
im so fucked up
one needle after another
popping one pill after another
i don't care no more
the feeling of numbness if coming over me
i don't care
im a lost cause
what is the point of living
what is the point of living when u have lied to me
my world is falling apart
everything is so hard
i cant deal with it
it just wont go away
i lost my way
fuck it
heroin is the only answer
Sunday, May 14, 2006
"One Song, One Poem, Courage"-Bean
this isnt the original song i had started to write, but here is my rough copy so far..........im in a mood, my life just dont seem like its going anywhere...im just sitting here thinking too much i suppose. this is a song about me.
one song, one poem
courage
a young boi
sitting here
could have anything he wanted
wasted oppertunities
as he walks along the streets
one song, one poem
courage
find one song, one poem
courage
to leave behind
before the depression takes hold
he lives this empty life
he cant endure anymore
one song, one poem
courage
the beautiful boi
could have had anything he wanted
wasted oppertunities
on one girl
years of his life
now in the past
and this is what he is left with
one song, one poem
courage
just to be able to stand up
and fight this fight
that is taking ahold of his life
find courage
a song, a poem that is true
one that tells the story about his life
a song, a poem about love
a song, a poem about her
he cant endure this pain much longer
the past is the past
used to live everyday
couldnt survive if he didnt have it in his veins
now look at her
the virus took hold of her life
time flies, time dies, as she suffered in pain
she had to have it in her veins
one time, he wasnt with her
destroyed her, wrecked her life
the virus took hold
now she's gone
one song, one poem
courage
just something he can leave behind
something that he can be proud of
something to leave behind for all to see
find one thing, that has truth in it
one song, one poem
courage
before this depression takes hold
just one song, one poem
courage
to leave behind
find one song, one poem
find courage
to stand up
for what he believed in
he is lost
one song, one poem
courage
before the last breath
and the last cut he takes
before the last drop of blood falls from his arms
one last time to stand up, and have courage
one song, one poem
courage
a song, a poem that is true
a song, a poem from a young boi
his lost, withered, tortured soul
time goes by so fast, time dies, and where are we left
just one song, one poem
one last message
to leave behind
before this depression takes hold
one song, one poem
courage
time flies, and life dies
one song, one poem
courage
a young boi
sitting here
could have anything he wanted
wasted oppertunities
as he walks along the streets
one song, one poem
courage
find one song, one poem
courage
to leave behind
before the depression takes hold
he lives this empty life
he cant endure anymore
one song, one poem
courage
the beautiful boi
could have had anything he wanted
wasted oppertunities
on one girl
years of his life
now in the past
and this is what he is left with
one song, one poem
courage
just to be able to stand up
and fight this fight
that is taking ahold of his life
find courage
a song, a poem that is true
one that tells the story about his life
a song, a poem about love
a song, a poem about her
he cant endure this pain much longer
the past is the past
used to live everyday
couldnt survive if he didnt have it in his veins
now look at her
the virus took hold of her life
time flies, time dies, as she suffered in pain
she had to have it in her veins
one time, he wasnt with her
destroyed her, wrecked her life
the virus took hold
now she's gone
one song, one poem
courage
just something he can leave behind
something that he can be proud of
something to leave behind for all to see
find one thing, that has truth in it
one song, one poem
courage
before this depression takes hold
just one song, one poem
courage
to leave behind
find one song, one poem
find courage
to stand up
for what he believed in
he is lost
one song, one poem
courage
before the last breath
and the last cut he takes
before the last drop of blood falls from his arms
one last time to stand up, and have courage
one song, one poem
courage
a song, a poem that is true
a song, a poem from a young boi
his lost, withered, tortured soul
time goes by so fast, time dies, and where are we left
just one song, one poem
one last message
to leave behind
before this depression takes hold
one song, one poem
courage
time flies, and life dies
One Song Glory from RENT
One Song Glory Lyrics
One song
Glory
One song
Before I go
Glory
One song to leave behind
Find one song
One last refrain
Glory
From the pretty boy from Maine
Who wasted opportunities
One song
He had the world at his feet
Glory
In the eyes of a young girl
A young girl
Find glory
Beyond the cheap colored lights
One song
Before the sun sets
Glory -- on another empty life
Time flies -- time dies
Glory -- One blaze of glory
One blaze of glory -- glory
Find
Glory
In a song that rings true
Truth like a blazing fire
An eternal flame
Find
One song
A song about love
Glory
From the soul of a young man
A young man
Find
The one song
Before the virus takes hold
Glory
Like a sunset
One song
To redeem this empty life
Time flies
And then - no need to endure anymore
Time dies
One song
Glory
One song
Before I go
Glory
One song to leave behind
Find one song
One last refrain
Glory
From the pretty boy from Maine
Who wasted opportunities
One song
He had the world at his feet
Glory
In the eyes of a young girl
A young girl
Find glory
Beyond the cheap colored lights
One song
Before the sun sets
Glory -- on another empty life
Time flies -- time dies
Glory -- One blaze of glory
One blaze of glory -- glory
Find
Glory
In a song that rings true
Truth like a blazing fire
An eternal flame
Find
One song
A song about love
Glory
From the soul of a young man
A young man
Find
The one song
Before the virus takes hold
Glory
Like a sunset
One song
To redeem this empty life
Time flies
And then - no need to endure anymore
Time dies