Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Wats happened n 2007

My alcoholism got worse.. I overdosed on vicoden wen sara i 1st started hangin out.. I moved outta walters apt.. Moved bak n my parents house.. Fell n love been with her since feb 14th 2007..got 2 go 2 my hometown townsend tennesse 4 my bday. Overdosed on ativan and adderall and sara and my mom took care of me that nite..started school..sara moved n with my parents and i..

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

New years

This is the 2nd year that ive gone without my parents. Next year im watchin the ball drop with my parents. Sara i are at her parents house waitin 2 watch the ball drop. Her parents r awesome. I love them. They r totally cool.

Words of wisdom

Just remember.... You have to make yourself happy before you make anyone else happy! It only matters how you see yourself! You cant make anyone else happy if your not happy! You have to be confident about yourself, not conceited or cocky necessarily but you have to tell yourself that you are a beautiful person not just on the inside but on the outside also!

2007 wat a year

2007 has been a great yr. Ive lost touch with sum ppl, lost friendships gaind friendships. Its been a great yr but also it hasnt. I started with the dept of rehabilitative services n nov of 06 with plans 2 go 2 skool. 1 stipulation was that wth my histry of drinkn and doin drugs that i wud go 2 aa and na. I went 2 a couple meetins but than i stoppd goin. I went n nov but stoppd goin. On new yrs of 07 i went2 club216 and got totally wasted. Cant remember much of wat happnd that nite. I told myslef that i wasnt goin2 drink anymore or do drugs but i continued it. I dated ppl that did both so that didnt help me 2 stop doin it. I lived with my best friend walter and we always drank. I eventually moved outta walters and n2 my parents. I started hangn out with sara who i had known4awhile i just never hung out with her. We bcame best friends nstantly. She helpd me get off the drugs alcohol..