I go there & listen to you
I sit there to hear what you have to say
You say nothing is wrong with me
I disagree
If there is nothing wrong with me than why the fuck am I seeing you?
I got to be moving on
Why do you feel the need to make me so angry?
If you only knew the thoughts in my head
You would agree with me
And I wouldn't want people dead
I live my life
Go on every day, waking up, and its a repeat process
I can't breathe, I gotta move on
Why do you feel the need to make me so upset and angry
Is it in your blood
Or is it just your job
You get paid to make wrong assumptions
There is nothing you can say to change my mind
You are pulling me in a million directions
I am going on what I was told years ago
If you are so right than why was I given disability
Fuck it
Monday, October 12, 2009
Coldness In My Eyes
You felt the coldness in my eyes
Though you've gotten used to me not hiding
I have my reasons
You didn't listen to me
You think I am fine
You'll change your mind
When someone dies
I hide in the dark
Hide behind the shadows
Going to reveal the pain that i never show
There will be blood on my hands
Don't make me lose it tonight
I don't want to kill, it just wouldn't be right
I sit there and listen to what you're saying
I think you don't know what the hell you're talking about
I don't tell you everything because I shouldn't have to
But you'll understand when someone dies
You'll realize you were wrong
When someone becomes so disfigured
You will feel the pain that I never show
Then you will understand, you will know
I don't tell you what's really going on
I put on this facade
I am hiding behind this pain tonight
I am fine until you make me break
You can sit there & pretend everything is okay
This is the me I let you see
I have my reasons to hide behind this mask
Going to reveal the pain that i never show
There will be blood on my hands
Don't make me lose it tonight
I don't want to kill, it just wouldn't be right
I sit there and listen to what you're saying
I think you don't know what the hell you're talking about
I don't tell you everything because I shouldn't have to
But you'll understand when someone dies
You'll realize you were wrong
When someone becomes so disfigured
You will feel the pain that I never show
Then you will understand, you will know
Though you've gotten used to me not hiding
I have my reasons
You didn't listen to me
You think I am fine
You'll change your mind
When someone dies
I hide in the dark
Hide behind the shadows
Going to reveal the pain that i never show
There will be blood on my hands
Don't make me lose it tonight
I don't want to kill, it just wouldn't be right
I sit there and listen to what you're saying
I think you don't know what the hell you're talking about
I don't tell you everything because I shouldn't have to
But you'll understand when someone dies
You'll realize you were wrong
When someone becomes so disfigured
You will feel the pain that I never show
Then you will understand, you will know
I don't tell you what's really going on
I put on this facade
I am hiding behind this pain tonight
I am fine until you make me break
You can sit there & pretend everything is okay
This is the me I let you see
I have my reasons to hide behind this mask
Going to reveal the pain that i never show
There will be blood on my hands
Don't make me lose it tonight
I don't want to kill, it just wouldn't be right
I sit there and listen to what you're saying
I think you don't know what the hell you're talking about
I don't tell you everything because I shouldn't have to
But you'll understand when someone dies
You'll realize you were wrong
When someone becomes so disfigured
You will feel the pain that I never show
Then you will understand, you will know
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