Home at last well, I've been home for awhile but just now writing. I was getting settled in. Still haven't changed out of my work clothes though. I will change out of them when I take a shower. Right now I'm not too cold so I will take a shower later. I take a shower in the evening to warm up and energiZe. Jen is at work right now and I'm waiting for Faline to come over and help me move the rabbit hutch outside. Bella and Cinder are playing in the yard. I have laundry to do but haven't started it yet. 

Almost time to get off work yay. And I'm off tomorrow and tuesday

Those who have done me wrong will pay. Those who have caused me pain and suffering will get what thy deserve. Karma can be good or bad. I try to have good Karma but those who have done me wrong will get to meet he bad karma. They will pay because that is how karma works. You do someone wrong and it comes back to you. Most of the time threefold. 

Do not let others steal your joy and happiness. They are unhappy so they try to being down others with them

Body By Vi Diet

I have been on the Body By Vi diet since 26 December 2014. I am committed to the diet and I actually like it. This is a diet I won't give up on. I have lost 8 pounds so far. I gained back 2 pounds  but then lost those 2 pounds again. I am at 137 and want to lose more weight. I would like to be about 124. The Body By Vi Diet is great. I drink a Vi Shake in the morning for breakfast and then drink one for lunch. I have a regular meal for dinner. I watch what I eat though and I count Calories. On this diet they recommend snacking throughout the day on healthy food like almonds and nuts and bananas. They want you to drink water, it's your body weight in ounces. So when I started I was 145 which is 4 bottles of 16 ounce waters. So I drink 4 bottles of water a day. I didn't cut out my Juva Roast Coffee because Juva Roast is an Antioxident enriched coffee which as anti aging and anti inflammatory properties in it so it's healthy for you so I still drink that. But, I use my Silk Milk instead of whole milk in my coffee. I put a couple sugars and Peppermint mocha creamer in it. Which that will change too. I am going to be using Coconut Sugar instead of regular sugar from now on. Mom and I found it at Walmart so I am going to buy some of it. I love this diet because you are not required to exercise but you can. And if you don't exercise you still lose the weight. My boss April has lost 23 pounds on this diet. She's been on the diet since right before Thanksgiving. I have cheated a couple times by eating things that taste so good but aren't good for me being on a diet. But I will not give up on this diet. I like this diet and I'm sticking to it. I have been eating almonds and cashews as a snack. Or I will eat a banana in the morning because I hear they're supposed to give you energy. The Juva Roast Coffee I drink has an Antiox Energy Boost in it and it gives me added energy. I'm so glad my Cousin Sandy and Cousin Sherry are health nuts. Cousin Sandy gives me lots of tips. She is the one who said something to me about my coffee drinking. She suggested Coconut Milk for my coffee instead of whole milk. I bought some at Martins when I bought groceries but I haven't used it in my coffee yet. I have been using Silk milk which is Almond milk. I suggest anyone who wants to lose weight try the Body By Vi Diet. There have been so many success stories. They have different kits based on how much weight you want to lose. I chose the smallest kit because I only want to lose like 15 or 20 pounds. The kit I bought was $99 plus tax which comes out to $114 but it's worth it. 

Cold Day

Man it was a cold day today but apparently not as cold as yesterday people kept saying. All days are cold to me cos I am cold natured. I hate this weather, I'm not made for the cold. I love the Summer and spring the best. I'm made for the Summer weather. Today was thankfully a slow day because I got a lot done. And I finished the paperwork pretty quickly. 

So life has been a roller coaster for the past two weeks. Our landlords husband came to fix the dishwasher 2 weeks ago and there was a little poop under the counter. Well he went back and told her there was inches of poop under the cabinet and that there was good all over the place and that we were wrecking the house. There wasn't inches of poop under the cabinet and there wasn't good all over the place because for the past year we haven't even had good in our house. So after that she said we have two weeks to clean the house up and she is coming for an inspection and will decide if we get to stay in the house or not. The two weeks are almost up so I guess we'll see how it goes. Our house looks fucking fantastic and it smells so good with the aroma of scent at burning all throughout the house. Jen and I have been stressing about it for the past two weeks. She said we have to get rid of all the cats. This is another reason it has been so stressful and heartbreaking really. I have up Kali and I am so sad about it. Kali was my baby and I shouldn't have given her up for adoption. But I think she will have a good home and hopefully she will get over her cold. Had I kept her I was going to take her to the vet to get some medicine. I am heartbroken about having to give up Kali. She was my cuddlebug and would sleep with me and sleep in my jacket. I miss her so very much. I have cried over her for the past two days. This is an emotional time in Jen and I's life. It has been especially hard for me. I should've never given up Kali, she could've gone to mom and dads and that's where I should've taken her for the time being. Everything happens for a reason but I sure as fuck don't know what this whole reason is. We gave up for adoption several of our cats. Poor Shandi went to the shelter in Lyndhurst, I hope she gets adopted. She was fixed and she was a good cat. Simba went to a nice family with kids. Kali went to a nice girl with a son. Madison and her kittens went to one of faline's friends. Thankfully She took Madison and all her kittens. I'm sure they are going to have a good home. This whole ordeal has been very stressful on Jen and I. But the persons responsible for our pain and suffering will pay. Karma, the bad kind of Karma will get the people responsible. And when it does I hope it's horrible and they suffer in pain. Especially for causing us pain and suffering. Jen and I boh have depression, bipolar and ADD ADHD and seasonal depression on top of that anxiety. So this whole situation has taken a beating on us. I just hope this whole ordeal is over soon so Jen and I can move on with our lives. I don't like change, I don't adapt very well to change. And I'm sure Jen doesn't either. But I do know that this situation has been stressful and upsetting to her. And that's not good on her cos she has Ceohn's Disease and stress causes her to have a flair up. Which she had and she had to miss work because of it. I don't like people to have control over me or my life and in a way my landlord does have control over me and I don't like it. Everything was fine and then this happened. Just when you think life is going good something happens and your world comes all crashing down. It's bad enough I have Paranoid Schizophrenia and Bipolar and Seasonal depression. Just more shit to add to the pot. Blah. I don't want to have to move because I like living in this house and the dogs love the fenced in backyard because they run freely. But Jen doesn't really wanna stay here anymore now after this whole situation. I am going to try to stay here for as long as I can. It's close to our jobs which is a huge plus. It's actually right down the road from my job. I get tired of always moving. Since Jen and I have been together we have moved twice. We lived in the townhouse then moved to Lyndhurst and then moved to Verona. I'm tired of moving. I want to stay settled for a long time. I wish we owned this house. Maybe one day Jen and I can own our own house. At least I hope so. Bella and Cinder have probably stressed too cos hey don't know whTs going on. Change can be good sometimes but other times lot so much. Sometimes change is not a good thing. I haven't hung out with Karen very much but I haven't felt like being around anyone. I have seasonal depression and in the Winter I mostly stay in the house and stay to myself. I'm cold natured and I don't like being out in the cold unless I absolutely have to which for example is to say go to work and come home. Other than that I hate being out in the cold. I wish kaka ten would understand that it's not her cos I so want to hang out with her but it's this stupid weather and the fact that I haven't had muchoney to go and do anything or much gas to go anywhere. It takes a lot of gas in my truck to go back and forth from Verona and Waynesboro. Anyways I have to mop and sweep the house and take out the trash. I just got done taking a shower and getting all nice and warm. When I got out of the shower I was all nice and warm and I looked like a lobster which is the way I like it. That was a nice shower, that's the kinda showers I like. Jen took a shower after me and got dressed and headed out. She's going over to her Grandparents then going to go visit he Great Grandmother in the hospital or hospice I believe is where she's at. Her Great Grandmother Pansy isn't doing so good so they had to get her hospice care so she doesn't get to go home. She is 90 something but she's a fighter. Haven't heard from mom and dad this evening. Kinda surprised cos Tennessee played at 4 and dad didn't call to tell me. I didn't watch the game because Jen and I went to get something to eat and I forgot about the game being on. I'm sure it's over now of course. Dad will probably tell me who won when he calls. 

Snow Day Off

It's been snowing since I woke up. Today is a lazy day or it feels like it because it's snowing outside and I'm stuck inside. The roads don't look that bad I mean people are driving on the roads. They were going really slow though. I'm glad my boss made it to work this morning but I worry about how she's going to get home though. She drives on 254 and that road is never cleared it seems like. So I am home with my babies. This morning I woke up around nine something and drank my morning shake and took my medicine. But I have been laying on the couch watching tv. I did a little cleaning and went back to watching tv. The news said the snow is building up. I haven't had my coffee today and I have only drank one bottle of water. I'm doing horrible for today on the drinking water. I am almost out of water but after I drink a bottle of water I fill the bottle back up with tap water so I don't run out. I have until Friday which is the day I get paid so I have to make sure I have water until then. With this next pay check I am buying groceries since I have the bills paid for the month. I need to buy my nuts and trail mix and granola bars. And things to snack on that I can have on my diet. It's almost time for my next shake. I ate two toaster strudels earlier. And I ate some crackers and a fiber one bar. That's all we really have on the house to eat. So it's snowing and Bella hasn't gone outside, she's been sleeping with Jen. Cinder has gone outside with me and she likes the snow it seems because she was playing in the snow. I can't find my coffee maker. I was going to make some Starbucks Hot Cocoa that Karen got me for Christmas. Jen has been sleeping all day. I think she has to work today. 

You know I have been thinking about Munchkin a lot lately. Munchkin is my cat that I had for 10 years. After I left Deborah she wouldn't give me Mynchkin back. I hope he is okay. I miss him. He was always a good cat. I know I have cats now but Munchkin was my baby and Zeus like him. I have a picture of him and Zeus. Zeus is my parents out bull. Mom said he barked at cats but Zeus loved Munchkin. 

Today is a good day to sit around and drink got cocoa. It's cold outside and the temperature is supposed to drop. Bella has been barking on and off but she won't go outside. 

So Faline has over the past week came over and helped us clean. We have been cleaning our house from top to bottom. Our landlord is going to be doing an inspection of the house to make sure it's clean. I hope it fits her approval. It's pretty clean in here and it smells good and looks nice. If it doesn't fit her approval we're going to have to move. I don't really want to move but we will do what we have to do. I like living here because we have a fenced in backyard and that's what Bella and Cinder like because they run around the yard and don't have to be on a leash when they go outside like when we lived in Lyndhurst. Cinder almost got hit by a car when we lived in Lyndhurst. I hated living there. At first I liked it but I realized it wasn't what I had thought it would be. I love living here in Verona and I love our house.