Sociable by nature with an eye for the eclectic. I enjoy being around others and am especially attracted to the creative world. Others are drawn to me and admire me. I thrive out in the world and appreciate being surrounded by other people. The only exception to this is when I'm working in the creative realm, finding myself completely engrossed in a project for hours at a time. I am competitive, driven by a desire to outdo others. I am a Leader, I function best when leading others.
Sunday, September 29, 2013
My Schizophrenic Mind
Sometimes I feel like I'm out of my mind
Or maybe its the feeling that I'm losing my mind
Sometimes I feel like my head is going to explode
I can't take the thoughts anymore
I take a deep breath
And tell myself its going to be okay
The thoughts consume me
As I can't take it anymore
Are they even thoughts?
Or is my mind playing tricks on me?
Sometimes I can't stop thinking
Then I make myself even more paranoid
I hate being a Paranoid Schizophrenic
I try not to let it take me over
Or consume me & who I am
But that is who I am
That is who I'll always be
But I suppose I am okay with that
I should take pride in who I am
Which isn't so bad I guess
It seems like I create scenarios in my head
And then I start to believe them
Is she cheating?
Yes she is, well maybe not
What if this happened?
It did happen or didn't it?
Everyone is staring at me
Or are they?
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