Family Search Making Me Angry

I am searching for anything I can on my Grandma Kirchner and Uncle Georg Kirchner and I am not finding much. It is frustrating me and I am getting very angry and want to punch someone in the face. My family has secrets things I don't know but I seek to find out. If only I knew where my Grandma went after she left my Grandpa. She had to of taken Uncle Georg with her because as far as I know he didn't stay with Grandpa Kirchner. Grandpa Kirchner was a violent angry man from what I have heard. So what the fuck happened to them? There has to be something, anything about them. If I had more information about them I could probably find out more about them but I got nothing. I just feel like with the way my Grandpa was and how he acted that is why there are so many secrets and no one wants to give up information. Maybe he was a bad man, maybe he killed Grandma Kirchner and Uncle Georg or maybe they escaped from him and if they did where did they go? Back to Austria where my Grandma's from? Or did they escape to the United States? Ahhhhhh I am so frustrated, I want to know the truth. I am seriously angry right now. Frustrated and angry. Its like there is no trace of them. Or have I seen information about them and overlooked it because I didn't know it was info about them? Grrrrr. I need to take a freakin anxiety pill. I will not stop until I find out the truth. Its important to me. I found my dad's siblings, I have gotten this far so I am not stopping now.

Family Research

I am working on my family tree. I am working on the Kirchner side of the family right now. I am doing searches to find out information. I could ask but it would be probably be pointless because it seems like no one wants to give me any information or cares about our family history. So since no one wants to give me any information I will just find it on my own. Even if I have to pay for that information because that is an option. I was thinking about doing that to find out info for my Grandma Kirchner because I am at a dead end with her. I have very little info on her or what happened to her or if she's alive or died. And I have hardly any information at all on my Uncle Georg Jr. I might have to pay to get information on what happened to him and if he's still alive. Maybe I will post an ad on the adoption website for my Uncle Georg. That's how I found my family maybe that will help me find Uncle Georg and Grandma Kirchner. I shall spend the rest of my life trying to find them or information on them. I shall die finding out the truth of what happened. I will not stop trying to find out the truth. I love researching my family history. Now back at it.