Friday, November 15, 2013

Busy Day

It was another busy at work. We were slammed today. After I left the gas prices went up. I can't remember what we are up to now. After work I pulled up in the driveway and Jen was waiting in her car for me so I got in with her and we left.

We went to Country Cooking and ate dinner. Jen treated me to dinner, she's so sweet. Then we went to one of my banks, Bank Of America and I got money out. Then we headed to Kmart in Waynesboro. I bought cat litter, cat food, a Spider-Man Christmas Ornament, a Spider-Man Beanie Hat and some other stuff. Then we went to Tractor Supply to get Rabbit Food. We stopped off at Dollar General in Fishersville and I bought all the packs of bones they had. They only had 5 packs and they have three bones in them each. Jen bought Bella a squeaky toy. After that we went to Food Lion to buy groceries and then came home.

We got home and brought the groceries and other stuff in and sat everything on the kitchen floor. Jen was putting the groceries away and I was bringing in the cat litter and Bella and Cinder went through the bags and got the bones and squeaky toy out haha.

Thursday, November 14, 2013

Another Busy Day At Work

So I woke up this morning and took the dogs out to pee and I smoked while they ran around in the yard. Then we came in and ate two Pumpkin Pie poptarts. Yes I share with my dogs. We eat Poptarts every morning for breakfast and I drink a bottle of water. Then I took my shower and got dressed and went and started my truck. Sometimes in the morning its hard for me to get motivated. So I got my stuff together and headed to work.

I got to woek and smoked another cigarette before I went in. Stefany was working and I said good morning and got my coffee. I must always have my coffee in the morning. Its like shut up, leave me alone until I have my coffee. Man was the coffee good this morning. Stefany makes good coffee. It seems like everyone's coffee tastes different, its how they make it. I got on register and began my day. It was busy and it was truck day. Tabitha was to come in at 10 so I only had until then to get donations for Operation Christmas Child. Unfortunately I didn't raise what I did yesterday but I was only on register from 7 to 10. I raised nineteen dollars. And Tabitha raised only two dollars and some change. Its all about asking people but a lot people say no which is discouraging. Its all about the kids though, they all should be able to have a Christmas, a happy Christmas. After Tabitha got there I unloaded the cigarettes and snuff and oriced them and tried to stay busy. I was glad when three oclock came.

I came home to my babies Bella and Cinder who were so happy to see me. Jen was at work and still is, she doesn't get off until eleven. I miss her, wish she was at hone with us. I have been cleaning and doing laundy and working on my book. Now its time to watch the news. And I might make something to eat but I am not hungry yet. Time for another bottle of water.

Chapter 4 - My Book

I ended up meeting a girl named Nicki from Roanoke and we started dating. Nicki eventually moved in with me at my apartment. She was a good housewife making dinner and fixing my lunch for work. But the thing that bothered me about her was that she didn't work. When I met her she had just graduated from Hollins. I can't remember why I moved out of my apartment but Nicki and I ended up moving out and into these people's basement that they had for rent. Kathy and Eddie were there names and they were into partying and drinking and Kathy did drugs. Eddie used to be a DEA Agent go figure. We didn't stay living there long. They were overcharging me for rent. I was paying 500 dollars a week in rent which was ridiculous. At the time I didn't think about how I was getting screwed over.
Eddie and Kathy ended up getting in a domestic dispute and Kathy got her head busted open by Eddie when he threw her against the sliding glass door. Mind you Eddie did it cos he thought Kathy was cheating on him. She got a restraining order against him and he wasn't allowed on the property. During that time Kathy had all kinds of people over the house and she was doing drugs with them. Nicki and I lived in the basement apartment and weren't allowed upstairs. But one time I snuck up there after a night of their partying and found drug paraphenelia. Anyways after that Nicki and I ended up moving in with my parents.
At that point in our relationship it wasn't working out. I didn't want to be with her and she got mad when I talked to my friends who were girls. My sister Donica had just bought me a brand new pair of Vans from her store, JC Penny's and Nicki got mad at me and put hair gel in my brand new Vans. Man I was fucking pissed off. That was the breaking point for me.
I told Mom what Nicki had did and I told her I was done with Nicki. Mom and Dad kicked Nicki out. One of Nicki's friends from Pennsylvania came and got her and she was gone and out of my life. I was never so thankful to be rid of her.

Not much to say about Nicki. She moved in my apartment with me and at first she was okay but as our relationship went on so did the drama. She had a friend who was also her ex boyfriend, Michael was his name and him and Nicki were close. I think she cheated on me with him while I was at work.

When I had my apartment in Waynesboro I allowed Olivia my sister's friend to move in with me. She was dating Josh, a guy who went to school with us. I didn't like him at all. I think Olivia cheated on him or maybe it was him that cheated on her. I don't remember but it's not important. That whole situation was a train wreck from the beginning really. Olivia didn't end up living with me long though. I guess I always allowed people to live with me. I think it was because I was lonely.

One time Munchkin scratched me on the inside of my nose and my nose was gushing with blood and wouldn't stop. I called Sonics and mom and they came over to help me. I was apparently making my nose worse leaning my head the wrong way but mom and Sonics fixed me all up.

Chapter 3 - My Book

So I lived with mom and dad after the breakup with Tonya. When Tonya and I got into one of our fights and had to go to court the judge told us to stay away from each other. We didn't of course and we still talked but then we eventually stopped talking and went our seperate ways. I started working at Food Lion in the Deli and was making eight dollars an hour. One of my paychecks was exactly six hundred and sixty six dollars. I thought it was cool to have a paycheck that was 666.

I started talking to a girl named Carol whom I had gone to school with. Carol was in a grade below me and two years younger then me. She was in band at our high school. When I started talking to her she was still a senior in high school I believe because I remember going to the football games and watching her perform in the band. Or maybe she had already graduated I can't remember but I remember she did a lot with the band while we were together.

Carol and I started talking and eventually started dating. She was there for me through some of the Tonya bullshit. And she was there for me when Tonya beat me up the last time and she went to court with me over that situation. Carol even went to the police station with me and to court with me when I got arrested for that whole leaf blower incident. So she was there for me I do give her that much.

Carol and I spent a lot of time together and her best friend Jeremy was around a lot. He didn't have a girlfriend so he hung around us a lot. Jeremy ended up getting his own place, a trailer on his family's property and I moved in with him and Carol.

I had ended up not working at Food Lion anymore while I was still living with my parents because of some bullshit. A girl named Carol worked there at Food Lion and her sister Rachel had been after me but I didn't really want anything to do with her. Rachel wasn't my type at all. Well she wanted me to have a threesome with her and her boyfriend. Because I said no to her she had her sister Carol who worked with me tell our boss that I was sexually harassing her. Such a fucking lie I wasn't harassing Carol, I barely talked to her at work in fact I tried to avoid her most of the time. So I got brought in our bosses office and he told me about the accusations that Carol had made against me and I explained to him the situation with Rachel but I still ended up getting fired over it. Oh well I didn't really like working in the deli anyway, but it was a job.

I ended up getting a job at Alcoa through a temp agency called Express. Alcoa was a factory and paid way better. Through the temp agency I was getting like ten fifty an hour. And I eventually got hired on full time. I loved my job there and I was a Scanner and Label Maker. I worked in the warehouse and had great benefits and holiday pay and vacation. I worked twelve hour shifts from six thirty pm to six thrity am. I didn't mind working third shift cos at the time it worked for me because I didn't sleep much at night because I had insomnia.

So I was working at Alcoa and I ended up moving in with Carol and Jeremy. This is where the partying of my life began. Carol and Jeremy always had people over there house and hanging out. Those people they had over there did drugs and drank. This is where my drug use began. At that time I was more of a follower than a leader so I followed the crowd. So whatever drugs they did I also tried. We did everything from Marijuana to Heroin to Coke, you name it we did it. They were mostly pot smokers but they were always trying new things. My drug of choice was Marijuana and Heroin. Heroin was something I ended up getting addicted to. This is why I can't remember much because of the all the drugs I did back then.

While I lived with Jeremy and Carol I continued to work at Alcoa the entire time I lived there. I loved my job and I was planning on keeping my job there. I made good money and got paid weekly so that was great. Carol and I's relationship was going downhill fast. I couldn't stand that she didn't have a job and wasn't even looking for a job. All she did was party and do drugs and sleep all the time. Carol's friend Mike ended up moving in with us also. And he didn't have a job either. Carol had a job before we got together at Hardees but I am not sure what happened to that. She didn't work the entire time we were together. People kept staying at the house all the time and partying. I was trying to focus on my job and keeping my job. I was trying to be the responsible one in the house. Yes I let them influenece me but I finally realized that I needed to get out of the house and out of the relationship. It was obvious that Carol wasn't going to change and who was I to try to change her. So I did something sneaky and probably wrong. Well it was wrong in Carol's eyes. Carol and I had planned on moving out of Jeremy's house and getting our own place. Well, Carol's friend lived in an apartment in Waynesboro and there was an apartment available. Carol didn't know but I went behind her back and got the apartment for myself. I signed the lease and moved my stuff in. Carol had talking to another girl, Cassie. I remember Carol and Cassie coming to my apartment and Carol being all upset because I had gone behind her back and got the place without her. She was talking to Cassie and they ended up dating but I think for not long. So I didn't cheat on her, seems like she was cheating on me. Bringing another girl to my apartment hello just throw it in my face and say yall are just friends. Come on now I am not stupid. I didn't care cos I didn't want to be with her anyway. I was actually glad that Carol was now someone elses problem and not mine.

I loved my new apartment. It had a fireplace and it was 2 bedrooms and the bedrooms were huge and it was on the second floor. The apartment was heated by a radiator on the wall which made the electric only about twenty dollars a month. I was getting paid weekly so I had plenty of money to live on because my rent was only four hundred fifty a month.
I remember on my twentieth birthday Jennifer Wimer my best friend came over to my apartment and we ate cake. For my birthday she gave me a kitten whom I named Harry for Harry Potter. He was so cute and I loved him dearly. My birthday cake had Harry Potter smoking a joint and it read Harry Potsmoker on the cake. That was the first time I ever celebrated my birthday since my mom was a Jehovah Witness and I never got to celebrate it before. While living at my apartment I smoked pot, that was all I did there. I had given up the other drugs. And the girl who lived next to me and downstairs smoked pot too so I would smoke with them sometimes. The lady downstairs had a daughter named Rachel who didn't live with her and she was around my age. I had a crush on Rachel and I think I became infatuated with her. We ended up dating if that's what you want to call it. I think she just wanted to have sex with me and that was all. We did end up having sex and after that we didn't hang out as much. We were both the more dominant type so we didn't click. But I did still smoke pot with Rachel her mom occassionally. The girl who lived below me Lisa she was Carol's friend. Lisa had gone to school with Carol and I but they were really good friends kinda like best friends I guess.

My sister's friend Shelly had dated this guy named Steve. We all went to school together. Steve and Shelly dated and had a kid together named Brandon. Steve at the time was living in Pennsylvania and wanted to come back home. So one morning after working a twelve hour shift Lisa and I rented a car and drove up to Pennsylvania to get Steve. Mind you Lisa didn't have a driver's liscense so I had to drove up all the way. We ended up getting lost and were heading to Pittsburgh when we should have been heading to Philadelphia. I ended up turning around finally and we made it to Steve's house. He was living with his Mom and brothers. His dad was lived in our area and he wanted to move back down here to be closer to his son and dad. He ended up moving in with me which I had offered which I later realized was a mistake. One time my friend Cindy was over and Steve was in my Ford Ranger truck showing off for her and was switching my gears back and forth which he shouldn't have been doing because my truck was an automatic and he tore the transmission out of it. Dad ended up paying for me to get a new transmission. So that pissed me off highly and pretty much did it for me. Besides the fact that he hung out with Lisa and her husband Josiah who lived downstairs below me all the time. Steve was always at their apartment. The stipulation was that he could move in with me if he got a job which never happened. I got tired of taking care of him and cleaning up after him and him not working. So I sat his stuff outside my apartment and was done with him. I think he ended up staying with Lisa and Josiah.

I had a kitty named Harry Potter whom I loved dearly. He was so adorable. I got him for a present from my best friend Jennifer. I loved that kitty but when I moved back in with Mom and dad he had to be an outside cat and he wasn't the only cat cos I had munchkins and Harry didn't like that so he ran away. I never saw him again, I hope he is well taken care of. I ure he found a new home. He never came back, I called his name for days but he never showed back up. I miss that cat, he was my baby. But I also had Munchkin and I loved him dearly too. I got Munchkin when I was living with Tonya at our apartment. Jessie had Munchkin and he was a kitten and she couldn't have him at her apartment so she asked us to watch him. Well, I never gave him back. He was mine and he loved me.

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

A Productive Day

I did over $4000 in sales today. I raised $40 for Operation Christmas Child today. Peggy was there to do sidework which meant I could focus on donations and sales. So all in all today was a good day. Jen is sick and stayed home today. Just went and got food at Mcdonalds cos Jen was hungry. Gotta clean the house but I forgot to take my secons dose of medicine so I don't know how much motivation I will have left. Probably not much so I will probably be taking it easy this evening.

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Fucking cold

Man its fucking cold. It was 38 this morning and the highest it got to was 45 and now its back down in thirties. Its freakin cold outside. I am not a Winter person at all. I want Summer back even Spring would be okay. Brrrr. My hands are like ice.

A Cold Day

Man it feels like it could snow. Its like 38 degrees outside brr cold. Went and got my coffee this morning and Tabitha and April were there. They were having an Audit and were busy. Tabitha left at 12:30 so that meant April would have to run register. As if she didn't have a million other things to do. Poor April is having a rough day. I would have worked but I couldn't cos that would have put me in overtime and we can't get overtime at work. At least I will be there tomorrow.

At Mom and Dad's now. I entered some of my Coke Rewards Caps and earned ten cents off of gas on my Shell Fuel Rewards Card cos I redeemed 45 Coke Rewards. I have over 200 Coke Rewards Points now. It would only let me enter up to 120 reward points. Oh well at least I got a bunch of points now. I am waiting for my mom to get ready so we can go find her two jobs for this week for her unemployment. Then we will probably go shopping. I have a grocery list made, a small one but I needed some stuff. I am almost out of cash and mom always helps me out. I don't know what I would do without her. I am so grateful for my parents.

Hopefully we go to Starbucks, we normally do on the days I spend with mom. Mom gets a coffee and I get my Cafe Mocha.