Poem I wrote last night

I fly so high..so high into the sky..i can touch the stars..maybe one day wipe the scars..bleed away the romance..

Always laugh & dance..Sing a song 2nite..a song 4 the broken hearted.. The young & departed..I'll whisper my sins away..

Its late now i cannot stay... There'll come a time.. A time wen u can look back & understand..Life is wat u make it...

made my choice... Sing a song..it'll be the story of my life.. A life lived n pain & dispair...

I never asked 4 it 2 turn out this way...Just remember i love you.. You'll understand life another day...Tonight close your eyes..

Whisper ur sins away.. Its my day..close ur eyes have no fear...it'll take u under...Ur under its spell now... Tighten ur arm..

Clench ur fist..it'll make u float.. You'll take a risk...This is the life i chose.. So u choose urs wiser..

Have a good life because you only get 1 chance 2 make it right..live or die or put up a fight..It numbs the pain..

But ur numb & thats all you've ever felt...this is ur life.. These were the cards u were dealt..Afraid 2 sleep, afraid 2 dream...

life isn't wat it seemed..Tears fill ur eyes with such pain..inside ur head it will always rain.. Screams of pain & screams of fear..

Inside ur head..thats all u ever hear.. Love you now.. Loved you than.. Will love u forever... Love in death..

Sins my past now washed away..Sleep 2 dream so u can be a nightmare n my sleep, wake up sweating.. It'll overcome u...

i lived a good life but this is goodbye..my eyes have sunk in..This is where it ends..

They are dark like coal..So black and gray... This is it.. This is the day..