Goodnight

Let the dogs out they are peeing. And then off to bed I go. Took my meds so I should be passed out soon. I slept good last night and hope I sleep good tonight. Talkes to dad and mom earlier and I woke up jen while I was talking to them. She wasn't happy at all. But she got in a better mood. Goodnight.

Work & Goodnight

gonna enjoy this extra hour of sleep since I had to go into work and fix the register since it was down. I had just taken my pill and was about to put on my pajamas. Apparently a child messed up the pinpad which caused an error on the computer. But thankfully I fixed it, glad I am somewhat of a computer nerd. I learned from my daddy, he used to fix computers and build them. Well I am going to sleep, goodnight everyone.

Different Attitude

Okay so I have decided to look at today with a different attitude. Fuck sleep cos is it aint happening. I will sleep tonight when I take my meds and sleeping pill. Its nice outside and its warm. And I have bills to pay and things to do. And today aint over yet so its not wasted. And I am and will be in a good mood. I need to go get my coffee and then off to the bank and pay bills. Yep yep.

No sleep for me yet

So Jen wanted to go out to eat so we ate at Kathy's. Breakfast was good I had eggs, toast and bacon. Jen's treat. So sleep ain't gonna happen yet cos I gotta take my medicine and take a shower and get dressed and go to my appointment. Then I gotta go to both of my banks and then go pay bills.

Sleep didn't happen

So sleep didn't happen. I have been laying in bed since 2 something and couldn't sleep. I just layed there. Sleep seems like it ain't gonna happen for me. My body is used to be awake not asleep. I can't make myself go to sleep cos I tried that and it didn't work. So I am probably gonna be tired as shit at work cos I am used to being asleep then but oh well that's life. Life and people fuck you over one way or the other. Maybe next time I am sick I will go get a doctor's note and inconvience people. No I woulsn't do April like that but some people don't care. Anyways I am grouchy and bitchy and well taking my Bipolar and Schizo meds tonight are out of the question cos I will fall asleep at work. Ok I am done whining now. But I am still pissed off.

Sleep and work

Mom and Dad should be calling soon. I haven't told them yet that I have to work third shift tomorrow. I don't know wether to stay up tonight or go to sleep. I hate when my sleep schedule gets screwed up. Oh well I am dedicated to my job. Yes I am bitching a lot about having to work third shift but at least I will work it instead of getting a doctor's note saying I can't work like some people.

Gute Nacht

Time for bed, work comes early in the morning. Gute Nacht