Virginia Beach Trip

Deborah and I sitting on the beach at night. We have had a good trip so far. We definitely needed a vacation for sure. We had been stuck in the house forever. We get cabin fever badly. It was nice to be able to get away from the house. The only thing I miss is the animals. I hope Mollee and the cats are doing alright. We took lots of photos and videos and there are more to come. I posted most of the photos on my Facebook profile under my photos.

Melissa and Mike

Seashells I collected

Mike caught off guard

Melissa chilling

We have had lots of fun. We have gone to the beach and we are in a nice hotel that has a kitchenette in it. We have had mixed drinks and I drank Budweiser and we’ve just had a really great time. We’ve gone shopping and I got a new hemp necklace and only paid 2 bucks for it. Nice. Deb got a new ring and Melissa got a new necklace. We got to see some hot rides too. Deborah and I went on the Ferris wheel which was nice. The seat we were in moved and I freaked out lol. It was fun. The beach is so nice at night. We didn’t see any crabs which is a good thing. We are in our hotel room and we are on the 6th floor. We can see the beach from our balcony. Its so nice. I’m about to drink a mixed drink, it has rum in it. Deb got sun burnt really badly. I got sunburn real bad on the back of my legs. We are having a good time. The fun will come to an end tomorrow but we have had a good time. I have enjoyed it. This was a good vacation.

Road Trip

We are going on a road trip. We are headed to Hopewell to stay with Laura for Mother's Day. Should be fun. Lots to take photos of. I'm going to add to my road sign collection of photos. I lost my wallet or someone stole it. I don't know where it is. I need to start using my chain wallet so I don't lose my wallet. Oh well. I'm stressed now. And my mind is going. Woohoo. Not.

Lots Going On

I got a job with the US Census Bureau. I almost left Deborah, I had started packing my stuff up. I think I quit school cos I won't make it thru. I love mom and dad. I miss Zeus. Midnite was following me around today, she's so cute. Munchkin was following me around too. I love my animals. Mollee got hurt today and now she is limping. Scrappy seems to be doing better. He clawed his way up the scratching post to the very top. I have to pee now. Okay this is the end of this blog post.

Gmail Gadget on Igoogle

Tell me why all of a sudden the Gmail gadget on Igoogle stopped working all of a sudden. I’m not able to see my emails anymore. It came up with some kind of message but I don’t know what the message means because I didn’t change anything in my email settings. I wonder who else is having this problem with their Gmail app on Igoogle.

Thoughts

I have so many things to do yet time goes by so fast and I feel as sometimes there’s just not enough time to get everything done. I feel like my brain has shut down sometimes. As if it stops me from thinking the way I used to do. I used to feel so smart, I don’t know what happened to me. I’ve let a lot go and just became lazy. I used to work hard for my money. Then I left Woodrow and everything fell apart. I wish I could make Deborah proud but I don’t think I do anymore. I don’t know what I’m saying really. I’m just rambling really. I have to get my brain back to where it used to be. Of course when I was in Woodrow I used to take my Adderall three times a day instead of just once a day. I think the Adderall helped my brain focus a lot more then it does now. Maybe that is why my brain doesn’t think like it used to. I don’t know.

Today So Far

My brain is going a mile a minute right now. And yet I’m just sitting here thinking what to do. I’m supposed to be working right now I’m sure. It is very hot outside and I do not feel like going out in the heat. Everyone in the house is stressed because we have inspection tomorrow and we are trying to get the house together. I hope it goes good. I’m sure it will. I just have to think positive for once in my life. I’ve lived around negativity most of my life. Its so much easier to be negative it seems. Deborah steam cleaned the carpet in the bedroom and we moved the mattress and boxsprings outside on the deck. Now we are letting it dry, we have the fan running in the bedroom to help it dry. I got a job working for the US Census Bureau. I’ve only knocked on a few doors, I should be knocking on more but I can’t seem to get my butt out and knock on more doors but I am going tomorrow and try to get some of these knocked out. I let my fear get in the way most of the time. I was fine when I went to WWRC but now that I’m not there anymore its like I have a fear of getting out and doing things for some reason. I don’t know what has happened to me since I left Woodrow. Who knows. I hope things get better. Maybe they will, maybe they won’t. We shall see.

Never before seen Video of WTC 9/11 attack