Friday, April 15, 2016

If I could go back in time....

If I could go back in time.....

What would I do if I could go back in time.....


There are a lot of things I would do if I could go back in time. Firstly, when I was 15, which is old enough to get your Learner's Permit, I would have went to get my Learner's Permit at that age & then at 16 went to get my Driver's License instead of waiting until I was 21 & deciding at that age that it was time for me to get it. Imagine the freedom I would have had to be able to drive myself. And also at 15 I would have gotten a worker's permit to start working to make money to buy myself a vehicle.
I would have never started talking to Tonya that is for sure. Much less start dating her. My credit has been ruined ever since her. I am still to this day trying to repair and fix my credit. Not talking to her or dating her would have helped me start off my life right as an adult. I could have probably already bought a house by now or have a brand spanking new truck.

If I could go back in time...There are several people that I dated that I for sure wouldn't have dated. Of course, they say everything happens for a reason and that we learn from our mistakes and that some people are lessons but if I could change that I would. Every person I have been with has been a lesson, to teach me something you know. Yeah, teach me not to trust people & beware of their intentions. It has taught me to watch who you trust & be careful of people's intentions. Not all people have good intentions like me.

If I could go back in time, I would have joined the Army right out of high school instead of waiting until 2004. Because then, I could have got my enlistment bonus and could have qualified for the G.I. Bill. Either way, I am glad that I DID join the Army, it definitely helped me grow up a lot & mature. And I made some really good friends along the way. And speaking of things I would change, I wouldn't have sold my Ford Ranger before I joined the Army, I would have taken it to my mom & dad's & left it while I was in training.

If I could go back in time, I would have joined Avon right after I got out of the Army instead of waiting until 2014 to sign up with Avon. I would probably be way successful with Avon by now if I would have joined way back then. Avon is my passion, just you know, something I love to do. I love being a leader & helping others be successful.

OH, now this is a BIG one. If I could go back in time, I would have NEVER started talking to Deborah DeSouza and I sure as hell would have NEVER EVER married her. That is probably the biggest mistake I have EVER made in my life. Yeah, not probably, it IS the biggest mistake I've made in my life. Meeting her was well, is my biggest regret.

If I could go back in time, I would have introduced myself to Vickie long time ago. I would have searched for her, found her, and got to know her sooner & made her fall in love with me sooner. That way I could have loved her longer then I have now. She is DEFINITELY the love of my life. I have NO regrets when it comes to Vickie except one & that is...I regret breaking up with her last September. 2014. Granted, we did get back together December 2015 but I lost time with her, memories we could have been making together. Plus, she wasn't happy during our separation & neither was I.

What would you do if you could go back in time?

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