BULLET IN MY HEAD

BULLET IN MY HEAD

©️AIDEN KIRCHNER

Voices in my head

Like a bullet that pierces my brain

Agony in my mind

each voice feels like a splinter in my skull

Like shards of bone fragments that turn into a nagging pain

The nagging pain is like a bullet in my head

The voices swirling around in my head

Schizophrenia

It feels like there is a bullet in my head

I can't get them out

Schizophrenia is like a bullet in my head

Schizophrenia and Depression

SCHIZOPHRENIA AND DEPRESSION

©️AIDEN KIRCHNER

When does depression end?

When it ends you

What if I feel this way for the rest of my life?

I'm exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel

How do you run away from things that are in your head?
Don't get too close, it's dark inside

It's where my demons hide

Tired of feeling like I'm trapped in my damn mind

Tired of feeling like my life is a damn game

Tell me how your story goes

Have you ever suffered?

If so, did you get better or have you you never quite recovered from it?

Tormented by my own mind

Mental Illness Sucks

Mental Illness Sucks

©️Aiden Kirchner

I don't think people understand how stressful it is to explain

what's going on in your head when you don't even understand it yourself

However, I keep a lot of shit to myself because in reality

nobody really gives a FUCK

No one really cares until something dramatic happens

Sleep isn't sleep anymore, it's an escape

The problem with depression is you know you'll be okay

but you still feel awful

you know people love you,

but sometimes it doesn't feel like they do

You know doing something will make you feel better,

but you just don't know how to

You want to be well, but you just can't see to get there

It sucks because, I was getting better

and now I'm not not

Mental Illness sucks

Depression

Depression

©️Aiden Kirchner

Never underestimate the pain of a person

Because in all honesty, everyone is struggling

Just some people are better at hiding it than others

"Are you okay?" "Yeah, I'm just,"

Torn, Insecure, Ruined, Emotional, Depressed

Depression is a dark lonely place

I worry my depression and anxiety are always going to keep me from

being the person I dreamed of becoming

Depression is when you don't really care about anything

Anxiety is when you care too much about everything

and having both is HELL

I don't think anyone really understand how tiring it is to act okay

and always be strong when in reality you're close to the edge

Depression is living in a body that fights to survive with a mind that tries to die

Revolution and Anarchy

Revolution and Anarchy

©️Aiden Kirchner

The government says you are free as long as we can control

your resources, your education, your currency, your internet, your military,

your justice and your land

Why elect someone to control your life

We need more people speaking out

This country is not overrun with rebels and free thinkers

It's overrun with sheep and conformists

What you think, you become

Stay determined, start a revolution

I''m not going to censor myself to comfort your ignorance

But first, some REBELLION

We are human, no nationality, we all bleed the same color

If you're not angry, you're not paying attention

YOU are the revolution

Better to fight for something, than live for nothing

The secret to happiness is freedom

the secret to freedom is courage

Thoughts on the World

Thoughts on the World

©️Aiden Kirchner

Following your dreams has been canceled

We buy shit we don't need, with money we don't have

to impress people we don't like

We all bleed the same color, let's love another

instead of hating one another

If you think this shit is bad, you should see what the government is up to

Who will protect the public when the police violate the law?

Don't be a slave to the system

No one is free when other's are oppressed

If you want to achieve greatness, stop asking for permission

PUT YOUR PHONE DOWN and connect with the world

My parents didn't take me serious as an artist

I got accepted to art school before entering high school

but my parents wouldn't let me go, they crushed my dreams

The earth isn't dying, its being killed

And those who are killing it have names and addresses

Revolution

Revolution

©️Aiden Kirchner

When freedom is outlawed, only outlaws will be free

Better to fight for something than to live for nothing

Revolution is coming

The real revolution is the evolution of consciousness

Resistance...

because if we fight, we might lose

but if we don't fight, we've already lost

Nation of sheep

Ruled by wolves

Owned by pigs

When tyranny becomes law

Rebellion becomes duty

The system isn't broken, they built it this way

Well behaved women rarely make history

A woman's place is in the revolution

We are more powerful when we empower each other

When she talks, I hear the revolution

Mental Illness

Mental Illness

©️Aiden Kirchner

How do you run from what's inside your head?

Tormented by her own mind

It was her chaos that made her beautiful

And it all starts with a few innocent scratches

The war is in my mind, and the wounds are on my body

Never underestimate how much pain somebody has to be

to put a razor to their wrist,

a finger to their throat,

a gun to their head,

or a pen to 'that' note.

Tormented by my own mind

I'm being murdered by my own mind, mental illness

people aren't born broken

they start with a passion and yearning

until something comes along

that disabuses them of those notions

Just because someone is trying

doesn't mean they're okay

Depression, mental illness is like

having an abusive relationship with yourself

Welcome to Reality

Welcome to Reality

©️AIDEN KIRCHNER

I feel bad for the people who never go crazy

Being normal is no fun

My memory is fading and I only feel present half the time

How we survive is what makes us who we are

We are all fighting a battle others may not see

Why are we still waiting for our lives to start?

Art and Writing should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable

You don't like my writings??

You should try living a day in my head

I guarantee you will be glad its me and not you

She was fragile, like a bomb, not a flower

Music, Art, Writing, it connects people

Depression is like drowning except you can see everyone else

around you breathing

Life is a beautiful struggle

She was like the moon...

Part of her was always hidden

Never have I dealt with anything more difficult than my own soul

A nightmare that won't go away

Welcome to reality

Fight For What's Right

Fight For What's Right

©️AIDEN KIRCHNER

Migration is not a crime

We all bleed the same

I see humans but no humanity

Change the rules, shake things up a bit

Create chaos and disorder

Stand up and fight

Work-Buy-Consume-Die

It doesn't have to be a never-ending cycle

Be the change you want to see

We can't feed the poor but we can fund a war

and send our soldiers oversees to die because of your greed

STOP THE BULLSHIT!

You = resistance

Free your mind, kill your TV

Why pay to live on a planet we were born on?

Hungry? Eat the rich, they are the worst

I've seen more that would scare them to death than they have

in their entire pampered life

Fight for what's right or don't get in the way of those who are

GET FIRED UP

GET FIRED UP

©️AIDEN KIRCHNER

Most folks are as happy as they make up their minds to be

The creative adult is the child who survived

We declare the world as our canvas, the earth without art is just 'eh

Revolution

Don't be scared to be a bitch, maybe it is only your definition

and not the truth of who you are!

Be yourself, stand up for yourself!

Don't just be another brick in the wall

DO EPIC SHIT!

Are you the fire or just another flame?

I'm the fire that burns, you can't put me out

Are you who you want to be?

You're never too old or too young to DREAM BIG

Don't die wondering

Your comfort zone will kill you

The quickest way to acquire self confidence is to do

exactly what you are afraid to do

Follow your dreams

GET FIRED UP! 

Positive Thinking

POSITIVE THINKING

©️AIDEN KIRCHNER

Learn from yesterday, love for today, hope for tomorrow

It is only with the heart that one can see rightly;

what is essential is invisible to the eye

You have the power to say, this is not how my story will end

A change may be just around the corner

Change can be good, think positive

DO EPIC SHIT

Kindness is magic, spread that shit everywhere

Collect adventures, not things

Leave with the memories because you can't take your possessions with you when you die

Remember, you are magic

But think positive, don't believe the negative things that you think

Find a reason to smile, there's always a reason to smile

Dream it, wish it, and do it!

No act of kindness is ever wasted, do for others,

even if they can't repay you

Pay it forward, its about caring and sharing, compassion and kindness

It's about generosity, it's about sacrifice, and love

You get what you give, so give good, love hard

Thoughts on the World

THOUGHTS ON THE WORLD

©️Aiden Kirchner

Following your dreams has been canceled

We buy shit we don't need with money we don't have

to impress people we don't like

We all bleed the same color

Let's love another instead hating one another

If you think this shit is bad, you should see what our government is up to

Who will protect the public when the police violate the law?

Don't be a slave to the system

No one is free when other's are oppressed

If you want to achieve greatness, stop asking for permission

PUT YOUR PHONE DOWN

and connect with the world

My parents didn't take me serious as an artist

I got accepted to art school before entering high school

My parents wouldn't let me go, they crushed my dreams

The earth isn't dying, it's being killed

And those who are killing it have names and addresses

Thunderstorm

Thunderstorm

By: Aiden Kirchner 2018

I could feel a Thunderstorm coming

my knees had started to ache

the thunder, lightning and rain

was on its way, if it hadn't already came

I decided to go outside

The sky was black as night

the birds were no longer in sign

the trees had begun to shake

as the wind picked up

the leaves were being blown about

I could feel the boom of the thunder hit

as I was standing on my deck

and I felt the vibration

The rain started pouring down quickly

huge raindrops pounding against the ground

I could feel them on my shoe

They felt like needles jabbing my foot

Won't Wake Up

WON'T WAKE UP

BY: AIDEN KIRCHNER

I woke up one morning and found that everyone in my house was still asleep and wouldn't wake up. Only it wasn't just my house. It was the whole world. I decided to hop online and see if anyone else was awake. I find on new post titled, "Anyone Else Awake". It had 3 comments. The first comment said, "What is happening? Why isn't anyone waking up?". The second comment said, "What happened to the world? The news stations are out, nothing is being broadcasted. I looked out the window and there is no sign of movement. None of the neighbors have left their houses". The third comment said, "Are we the only ones alive? No one will wake up". I commented, "I think whatever happened last night has killed everyone in their sleep. We're the only ones left".

My Mountain Home

My Mountain Home

By: Aiden Kirchner

I see shadows dancing on the pavement
could they be shadows of the ghosts
who are still attached to this building
that haven't moved on?
Off in the distance
the sound of a train horn can be heard
I see the squirrels come running up
to eat the peanuts i left for them
The birds fly up and land on the branches
waiting for the squirrels to leave
so they can eat their birdseed and sunflower seeds i put out for them
I stand in the sun and puff my cigarette
The sun is warm against my skin
And than the wind blows sending a cold chill down my spine
I stand outside up on the mountain top at my mountain home
I stand outside enjoying nature
my mountain home
i love my mountain home