Friday, February 22, 2019

BULLET IN MY HEAD

BULLET IN MY HEAD

©️AIDEN KIRCHNER

Voices in my head
Like a bullet that pierces my brain
Agony in my mind
each voice feels like a splinter in my skull
Like shards of bone fragments that turn into a nagging pain
The nagging pain is like a bullet in my head
The voices swirling around in my head
Schizophrenia
It feels like there is a bullet in my head
I can't get them out
Schizophrenia is like a bullet in my head

Schizophrenia and Depression

SCHIZOPHRENIA AND DEPRESSION

©️AIDEN KIRCHNER

When does depression end?
When it ends you
What if I feel this way for the rest of my life?
I'm exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel
How do you run away from things that are in your head?
Don't get too close, it's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
Tired of feeling like I'm trapped in my damn mind
Tired of feeling like my life is a damn game
Tell me how your story goes
Have you ever suffered?
If so, did you get better or have you you never quite recovered from it?
Tormented by my own mind

Thursday, February 21, 2019

Mental Illness Sucks

Mental Illness Sucks

©️Aiden Kirchner

I don't think people understand how stressful it is to explain
what's going on in your head when you don't even understand it yourself
However, I keep a lot of shit to myself because in reality
nobody really gives a FUCK
No one really cares until something dramatic happens
Sleep isn't sleep anymore, it's an escape
The problem with depression is you know you'll be okay
but you still feel awful
you know people love you,
but sometimes it doesn't feel like they do
You know doing something will make you feel better,
but you just don't know how to
You want to be well, but you just can't see to get there
It sucks because, I was getting better
and now I'm not not
Mental Illness sucks

Depression

Depression

©️Aiden Kirchner

Never underestimate the pain of a person
Because in all honesty, everyone is struggling
Just some people are better at hiding it than others
"Are you okay?" "Yeah, I'm just,"
Torn, Insecure, Ruined, Emotional, Depressed
Depression is a dark lonely place
I worry my depression and anxiety are always going to keep me from
being the person I dreamed of becoming
Depression is when you don't really care about anything
Anxiety is when you care too much about everything
and having both is HELL
I don't think anyone really understand how tiring it is to act okay
and always be strong when in reality you're close to the edge
Depression is living in a body that fights to survive with a mind that tries to die

Revolution and Anarchy

Revolution and Anarchy

©️Aiden Kirchner

The government says you are free as long as we can control
your resources, your education, your currency, your internet, your military,
your justice and your land
Why elect someone to control your life
We need more people speaking out
This country is not overrun with rebels and free thinkers
It's overrun with sheep and conformists
What you think, you become
Stay determined, start a revolution
I''m not going to censor myself to comfort your ignorance
But first, some REBELLION
We are human, no nationality, we all bleed the same color
If you're not angry, you're not paying attention
YOU are the revolution
Better to fight for something, than live for nothing
The secret to happiness is freedom
the secret to freedom is courage

Thoughts on the World

Thoughts on the World

©️Aiden Kirchner

Following your dreams has been canceled
We buy shit we don't need, with money we don't have
to impress people we don't like
We all bleed the same color, let's love another
instead of hating one another
If you think this shit is bad, you should see what the government is up to
Who will protect the public when the police violate the law?
Don't be a slave to the system
No one is free when other's are oppressed
If you want to achieve greatness, stop asking for permission
PUT YOUR PHONE DOWN and connect with the world
My parents didn't take me serious as an artist
I got accepted to art school before entering high school
but my parents wouldn't let me go, they crushed my dreams
The earth isn't dying, its being killed
And those who are killing it have names and addresses

Revolution

Revolution

©️Aiden Kirchner

When freedom is outlawed, only outlaws will be free
Better to fight for something than to live for nothing
Revolution is coming
The real revolution is the evolution of consciousness
Resistance...
because if we fight, we might lose
but if we don't fight, we've already lost
Nation of sheep
Ruled by wolves
Owned by pigs
When tyranny becomes law
Rebellion becomes duty
The system isn't broken, they built it this way
Well behaved women rarely make history
A woman's place is in the revolution
We are more powerful when we empower each other
When she talks, I hear the revolution