"One Song, One Poem, Courage"-Bean

this isnt the original song i had started to write, but here is my rough copy so far..........im in a mood, my life just dont seem like its going anywhere...im just sitting here thinking too much i suppose. this is a song about me.

one song, one poem
courage
a young boi
sitting here
could have anything he wanted
wasted oppertunities
as he walks along the streets
one song, one poem
courage
find one song, one poem
courage
to leave behind
before the depression takes hold
he lives this empty life
he cant endure anymore
one song, one poem
courage
the beautiful boi
could have had anything he wanted
wasted oppertunities
on one girl
years of his life
now in the past
and this is what he is left with
one song, one poem
courage
just to be able to stand up
and fight this fight
that is taking ahold of his life
find courage
a song, a poem that is true
one that tells the story about his life
a song, a poem about love
a song, a poem about her
he cant endure this pain much longer
the past is the past
used to live everyday
couldnt survive if he didnt have it in his veins
now look at her
the virus took hold of her life
time flies, time dies, as she suffered in pain
she had to have it in her veins
one time, he wasnt with her
destroyed her, wrecked her life
the virus took hold
now she's gone
one song, one poem
courage
just something he can leave behind
something that he can be proud of
something to leave behind for all to see
find one thing, that has truth in it
one song, one poem
courage
before this depression takes hold
just one song, one poem
courage
to leave behind
find one song, one poem
find courage
to stand up
for what he believed in
he is lost
one song, one poem
courage
before the last breath
and the last cut he takes
before the last drop of blood falls from his arms
one last time to stand up, and have courage
one song, one poem
courage
a song, a poem that is true
a song, a poem from a young boi
his lost, withered, tortured soul
time goes by so fast, time dies, and where are we left
just one song, one poem
one last message
to leave behind
before this depression takes hold
one song, one poem
courage
time flies, and life dies