I'm a ticking time bomb waiting to explode
My mind is a dangerous playground & i don't want 2 play anymore
I can't control it.. It won't go away
I have no more control anymore
It just won't stop
Its not something i can help
My meds got me all screwed up and it messes with my head
If i don't control it i'll end up dead
Tryin 2 find who i once was but keep comin up with nothin
I run & run, but all i do is rush
Life is passin me by & i don't know wat 2 do or why
All i do is sleep and cry
I hate the life that i'm living now but its no one's fault but mine
I hope things get better soon cos i can't take much more of this
I'm tired of bein sick & tired
I have no energy anymore & i never feel like doing anything at all
I'm tired of feelin this way
I just don't know wat 2 do anymore
I feel like just givin up the fight
It always gets worse at night
Its just so easy 2 pop a bunch of pills
Its not even about doin it 4 the thrills
Life for me has just gotten that bad
Just feel like takin a razorblade 2 my arm & makin a piece of art,
oh look at all the different pretty red colors
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