Coldness In My Eyes

You felt the coldness in my eyes
Though you've gotten used to me not hiding
I have my reasons
You didn't listen to me
You think I am fine
You'll change your mind
When someone dies
I hide in the dark
Hide behind the shadows

Going to reveal the pain that i never show
There will be blood on my hands
Don't make me lose it tonight
I don't want to kill, it just wouldn't be right
I sit there and listen to what you're saying
I think you don't know what the hell you're talking about
I don't tell you everything because I shouldn't have to

But you'll understand when someone dies
You'll realize you were wrong
When someone becomes so disfigured
You will feel the pain that I never show
Then you will understand, you will know

I don't tell you what's really going on
I put on this facade
I am hiding behind this pain tonight
I am fine until you make me break
You can sit there & pretend everything is okay
This is the me I let you see
I have my reasons to hide behind this mask

Going to reveal the pain that i never show
There will be blood on my hands
Don't make me lose it tonight
I don't want to kill, it just wouldn't be right
I sit there and listen to what you're saying
I think you don't know what the hell you're talking about
I don't tell you everything because I shouldn't have to

But you'll understand when someone dies
You'll realize you were wrong
When someone becomes so disfigured
You will feel the pain that I never show
Then you will understand, you will know