Man this time change has me all screwed up. I see seasonal depression is trying to fight its way in on me but I am fighting it back. At least I am trying to fight back. I hate being depressed and every year around this time it happens to me amd I hate it. I feel like I have no energy its like it sucks all my energy up. I lose my motivation to do anything amd I struggle with it and have to make myself and force mtself to do stuff. I hate that it gets darker earlier cos I do everything in the daylight. I try to keep motivated but its hard.
Tuesday, November 5, 2013
Monday, November 4, 2013
I hate the time change
So I folded a load of laundry and started another load. I don't feel like doing much else. I hate being cold and I hate this weather. I need to remember to take my iron pills. I haven't taken it today so I gotta find my bottle. I don't feel like doing anything when I am cold. But I try to do stuff and move around so I get warmer. Its kinda a double whammy. Oh well. Seasonal depression sucks for sure. So I went and got more cat food. I don't plan on leaving the house anymore tonight. I am gonna put on my pajamas here soon. Since the time change jn the mornings with it being daylight it makes me think I am late for work. And in the evenings it sucks cos it gets dark earlier and i don't like that. I like it to get dark later. Oh well Spring will be here soon enough. I just gotta make it through this Winter.