Cold

Damn it got cold, tge temperature dropped big time. Brrr. It probably wouldn't be as bad if the wind wasn't blowing. Figured I would let the dogs out one last time. I just took my pill and the last load for the night is in the dryer. Jen will be home in a few thankfully. Just got done watching The Voice and my favs got saved. Talked to mom and dad on the phone for awhile which always makes my day better. Now its time for bed.

Time Change

Man this time change has me all screwed up. I see seasonal depression is trying to fight its way in on me but I am fighting it back. At least I am trying to fight back. I hate being depressed and every year around this time it happens to me amd I hate it. I feel like I have no energy its like it sucks all my energy up. I lose my motivation to do anything amd I struggle with it and have to make myself and force mtself to do stuff. I hate that it gets darker earlier cos I do everything in the daylight. I try to keep motivated but its hard.

Brrr its cold

Outside with Bella and Cinder enjoying the rest of the daylight while it lasts. Jen left to take Brittany and Bayleigh home. Now I can continue my daily routine of doing laundry and cleaning. Jen took the old chair outside and we brought in the one Grandpa Collins gave us. I like it better, its more comfortable and warmer then the other one we had. nd its in better condition too. I have like 5 layers on right now of course I am outside though. I am not trying to get sick. Jen had or still has Pneumonia and I don't want to get sick. I have been using hand sanitizer like its going out of style.

Bee its cold outside seems like the temperature is dropping now. The weather is supposed to be nixe this week, supposed to be warmer. And I sure hope the weather report is riggt.

Freezing

Man its freakin cold outside. My hands are like ice. I'm cold, I'm thinking about turning the heat on. This morning when I got in my truck I had frost on my window. I'm going to have to get up earlier so I can start my truck so it will defrost. I hate this freaking weather. Summer please come back, I miss you oh so much.

Better Mood

I was in a better mood today. Guess having someone to work with put me in a better mood. That's why I don't like woeking weekends much. The sun came out for like 3 minutes today. It finally stopped raining after 5 days of straight rain. Its not too cold outside right now thankfully. Tomorrow I am off work which I am so glad cos I can finally take my laptop to get worked on. I am going to try to do the suggestion a customer gave me and if that doesn't work then I am takin it to Woodrow Wilson to have them fix it. Hopefully they can fix it cos Jen bought me that laptop and I have been tryin to take care of it. I think it has something to so with that update I did. If I can fins my old laptop I will take it in too to have it worked on. I seem to have very much bad luck with computera but its always been like that with me. One time years ago I was downloading music on my parents desktop and it stopped working, apparently I downloaded a virus. When WWRC cleaned it up there were over 7000 viruses on it because I downloaded music. So I am hoping my laptop can be fixed. I dont want to have to junk it. I still have a Sony laptop that has Windows Vista on it. There have been several Operating Systems since that one if that tella ya how old it is. Its starting to get a little chilly outside. It was supposed to be in the 70s today but I dont know if it reached that or not. It doesnt feel very warm at all

Road Trip

We are headed to Hopewell to see Deborah's kids. They don't know we are coming lol. Deborah decided that she wanted to surprise them. They will be surprised, I think. I hate the interstate sometimes. Its so boring and dull. Its like there is nothing to see but trees and cars. No buildings or anything like that except when you pass rest stops or your occasional building that is used for electric or whatever its called. If you take other roads to get to your destination at least you see buildings and businesses and all kinds of cool things. But the interstate does have one advantage, it doesn't take as long to get where your going. Its much faster than taking a back road. That's what sucks about back roads, it takes forever to get there and its not guranteed that you will see anything interesting. It could be just a bunch of trees and cars too. So basically you are damned if you do and damned if you don't. Lol. Its foggy today, it rained last night and the weather outside sucks. I think the sun is trying to come out which is good because the sun makes me be in a better, happier mood. I have the bed weather blues a lot. Lol.