Time Change

Man this time change has me all screwed up. I see seasonal depression is trying to fight its way in on me but I am fighting it back. At least I am trying to fight back. I hate being depressed and every year around this time it happens to me amd I hate it. I feel like I have no energy its like it sucks all my energy up. I lose my motivation to do anything amd I struggle with it and have to make myself and force mtself to do stuff. I hate that it gets darker earlier cos I do everything in the daylight. I try to keep motivated but its hard.